About Me

small town, southern idaho, United States
i am on a mission. a mission to find myself. i'm extremely over weight and have recently been diagnosed as bi polar with severe anxiety disorder. getting my life together at this point is a challange but one i know i can over come. i have a wonderful husband and two amazing children. this is a blog dedicated to my ups and downs on this road to rediscovering who i am and who i can be.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

progress?

i joined the rec center on monday.  i went yesterday to walk the indoor track with megan and after 20 minutes, she was done.  since rick goes when he gets off work at 5am, i figured i could go when he gets home about 630am and still be home in time to take jeffrey to school at 8.  the only problem was when rick got home this morning, i growled at him and stayed in bed.  megan is over a year and a half. you would think she would be sleeping through the night.  you would be wrong.  and i am exhasted.  i have been kicking myself all day long for not going.  tomorrow, i'm going.  sleep or no sleep i have to get in better shape. 

so there is my physical progress (and i think once i get in the groove, working out solo will help my mental state too).  and now to the finacial progress - the apartments i live in are looking for a new office manager so i have a resume all ready to drop off this afternoon.  the extra income would be such a blessing for us so i am praying it works out. 

oh and on a home front - i have had the house clean and homework done every night before bed for 2 nights in a row.  THAT is a huge accomplishment for me. 

so alot on the progress front.  not alot has been accomplished just yet BUT just taking the steps to put things in motion is progress.

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