About Me

small town, southern idaho, United States
i am on a mission. a mission to find myself. i'm extremely over weight and have recently been diagnosed as bi polar with severe anxiety disorder. getting my life together at this point is a challange but one i know i can over come. i have a wonderful husband and two amazing children. this is a blog dedicated to my ups and downs on this road to rediscovering who i am and who i can be.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

out of shape - unless you count round of course

ugh.  what a disapointing morning this has been.  when i put baby girl back to bed this morning at 5, i stayed up, saw the hubby off to work, had a cup of coffee and decided to workout.  2nd day doing the shred.  holy. hell.  now let me also say that i've been out of my asthma/allergy medicine for a few days now so even with my inhaler, i was dying trying to do half the work out much less keep up.  so i think it may be wise to start back with walk away the pounds for a few weeks to get my lungs (and body) built up enough to handle miss killian, i mean jillian :P

on another note, i really think my bi polar meds are working well.  i was a crab ass and a half yesterday for a couple hours but aunt flo is here so that is to be expected i think.  i'm either on an up swing or my pills are working.  either way, i'm making the most of every second that i feel good.

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